You are always making me regret my decisions, I wanna do something nice, you wanna do something to fuck up my NICE. My heart literally DROPS when I hear something negative, shortness of mother fucking breath! I can’t deal with this no more. Some people say, if you don’t trust him now, how are you gonna trust him in a relationship? How? BECAUSE, when we’re like this we can’t do certain things, I fucking hate giving my ALL when I’m receiving half. Then why do I stay? I don’t know, maybe because I know things can be better, they have the potential to be better, I’ve seen it. I’m not trying to get hurt, I’m not trying to see you get into something and just have you say, “I’m single, we weren’t official” that’s the shit that gets to me. I’m tired, I’m picking up your fucking birthday present tomorrow, I make you happy, what the fuck do I get. You, mad at me. Fuck you. Oh “stop, please stop, I don’t want you to ruin my night”, fuck you you ruined my fucking life, lost my friends because of your STUPID actions when you were drunk. You break my fucking heart all the time. I’m not made of fucking steel! I’m so tired, I regret everything.